I feel the world is against me and that everyone hates me and is mean. so i think of doing suicide?

nobody respects me. everyone keeps scolding me and callin me loser. everyone treats me like dirt. i'm unwanted on earth. i cannot put up with all these mean people who judge me harshly. nobody cares. and i'm tired of living this horrible life. there is always financial misery and bad health too. I see no love anywhere. i want to escape all of this forever